Session #1 - My First Time
New Blogger, Denise Hernandez
Ok so my name is Denise but let's just call me Niesey......or Super Awesome whatever floats your boat. Anywho I'm 24 years old live smack dab in the middle of United States and this is my introduction. The basis of my column will be love but I get sidetracked so we will call this the adventures of mental hilarity.
My First Time
My name is Niesey I'm a hopeless romantic, enjoy long walks to the couch, Jim and cokes and I am looking for.......oh wait wrong column haha just kidding....
This is my first blog so I figured what better topic to talk about than first times. Don't be naughty you sex crazed hooligans, I'm speaking first times in a pg rated sense of course. Before we get into that let me say that I am here to share my thoughts on love and life. I give advice on the basis of what I have been through seen or contemplated...as it should be. So feel free to ask questions, respond, give topic ideas or just sit back and relate to the thoughts that flow through my brain.
Alright back to the topic at hand. The first time I fell in love I was about 14 yea I know such an informed age to fall but hey shit happens. I remember I was hanging out at a friends house and her sister came walkin down stairs lookin all sexyfied and framed in awesome. I swear it was like a movie with that dreamweaver song sang by Gary Wright you know like in Waynes World. Everything stopped and all I could comprehend was her. She was my first in every way and I mean every way if ya know what I mean...[ wink wink nudge nudge]. Some might be waiting for me to say that she broke my heart and I've been jaded ever sense...not the case here. I was young and high school is a crazy jungle and I was easily swayed. I fell into drugs alcohol and the allure of an older woman who was my black cat, broken mirror, number 13, yea my first true lesson in karma. I broke my first loves heart and sadly didn't learn anything from it at the time.
Time moves on and people change. So where the hell am I goin with all this you say and when does any of it make sense....well its like this. In life love especially, its about chances, risks, mistakes and forgiveness. Your gonna break hearts and your gonna get your heart broken in return. It's a vicious cycle. The majority of souls are out there praying hoping and pleading with life to bring them someone to "complete" them.....but in my opinion love shouldn't be a completion. Its more of an addition. Let's face it no one is perfect but if you are then please shoot me some tips.
Yet its the imperfections that can make an individual so amazingly perfect in ones eyes. My first love was everything and all I could have asked for....at the time. As I have grown so has my needs. I have spent some years since then looking and searching. Where has it gotten me to over analyze and over think. Honestly its gotten me no damn where. So I sit here contemplating my first time with my first love and my first time with my first readers. And it all boils down to risks, chances, mistakes and forgiveness.
I'm gonna risk my privacy by letting you into my head. I'm going to take a chance and be open to your opinions and willingness to accept my opinions as well. I'm going to open up and let you know all my mistakes whether it be leaving my first love for a dud or locking my keys in my car. And last but not least I hope you all can forgive me for my bad grammar spelling mistakes and down right blunt rudeness at times. If you can't forgive me or any of that other shit I said well I don't really care to be honest. You wouldn't have gotten this far if you weren't a little interested. So haha. So tune in next time folks as we take a dive into my adventures of mental hilarity or plainly put the crazy shit that goes on in my head.
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